So long~

Im announcing that I am gonna put this blog to sleep.
I am gg through changes,and I know it better than anyone else.I know who I am now is affecting everyone else,especially Jason.
I am trying very hard to resist changes,trying so damn hard,but I cant.

Look..I am just gonna say that I am not gg to stay the same,though I am trying very hard to.I dunno what is going on and what is happening to me.
I dislike what I am gg through psychologically wise but again I did not stop it.

Rem the last entry I mentioned about me being incharge of the speeding bullet train?
Well...I realised that I did not stop or even limit the speed,but is gg along with it.
It is so dangerously fun and wrong at the same time.

If I did hurt anyone else now or in the future,I am gonna say sorry in advance though I dun think it helps.

I dun think you would understand unless you are me right now.It hurts alot trying to think,feel and do the same when you are not the same anymore.Yes..I am afraid of me.

I never think it would happen to me,but it did now.I never think I would join the norm,but I am now.

I am horrible,I know.

Jason..and whoever that is reading this.You may or may not understand what I am writing now..but at least be prepare for anything that you wouldnt expect.
Like they say...always expect the unexpected.

I feel like craps but again..it is not totally that I did not "enjoy" what I am doing now.

So long~If I were to blog here again..Perhaps it would be one fine day when I feel like communicating like I am the same old me.